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Let There Be Light

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by James C. Clar

In the annals of Oneida County there appears an entry dated February, 1901: Fire at the Grand Hotel. Loss considerable. A clerk’s sentence, thin as a matchstick. Yet I have found that some lines, when struck, ignite. From this one I have imagined the following episode. Whether it be history, parable, or some hybrid creature of smoke and memory, I cannot say. I submit only that each generation risks betrayal by the miracles it inherits too quickly. Modern technology, like its primordial precursor, fire, need only be misunderstood once.

The name of my story’s protagonist is uncertain. I will call him Elias Ransom, only because that name appears twice in the guest registry of the wedding that drew him to the city.

Elias came from the North Country, that antique and reticent province where winter lingers like a creditor and innovation arrives with the hesitancy of an unwelcome guest. In his village, darkness was dispelled by candles and kerosene lamps. Although held at bay, Night there was never truly defeated.

By contrast, Utica proclaimed its modernity with noise and flame. Streetcars clanged their passage like armored insects, and the buildings climbed upward not out of faith or ingenuity but out of hubris.

Elias arrived in the afternoon, and found himself lodged at the Grand Hotel. The structure’s rather pretentious name belied its modest three stories. A young bellman in a collar starched to the stiffness of authority greeted him.

“Wedding guests are on the second floor, sir,” he said. Elias followed, feeling as though he had entered not a hotel but a mechanism, something wound tight and humming.

In the room, the bellman turned a small brass knob. Light leapt forth, not kindled, not coaxed, but summoned. Elias nodded, barely concealing his confusion. The bellman lingered, hand extended, in expectation.

“Will there be anything else?”

“No, thank you,” Elias replied. Unsure what to do about the bellman’s hand, he reached out and shook it.

Alone, Elias studied the lights. No wicks, no visible fuel. The flames hovered inside glass globes like captive ghosts. He accepted this as one accepts a rumor: provisionally, and with unease. Finally, he reasoned it to be a municipal improvement of the kerosene lamp.

That evening he attended the wedding. Elias celebrated with determination, as though by indulging fully he might prove himself equal to this new world. Returning to his room afterward, he prepared for bed. When he reached for the lamps, he did what long habit dictated. He approached each one and blew. The spectral flames vanished. Satisfied, Elias crawled under the covers and slept.

The gas that gave life to the lamps, however, refused to slumber.

Hours later Elias awoke, disoriented. He reached for his pipe; the familiar briar worn smooth by years of use. He struck a match.

Witnesses claimed to have heard a sound like thunder waging epic battle with itself. The walls split asunder and the windows surrendered their glass to the street. However briefly, the Grand Hotel achieved the luminosity of a small sun.

Astonishingly, Elias Ransom was found alive beneath a collapsed beam.

“It’s nothing short of a miracle,” said the fireman who dragged him free. “Not a scratch on him. Still had his pipe, too.” The Grand Hotel was rebuilt with electric lights, which were deemed less fickle than gas. Elias lived another fifteen years. Those who knew him claimed he had acquired a peculiar habit: before extinguishing any light, he would pause, as if listening for something sinister beneath its glow. He never again slept anywhere but home, where the darkness, at least, behaved as expected.

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James C. Clar is a writer and retired teacher. In addition to his contributions to Sudden Flash, his work has appeared most recently in Bright Flash Literary Review, Flash Digest, After/Thought Literary Journal, Freedom Fiction Journal and The Yard Crime Blog.

 

Defiance

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by NR Schmidt

Jeremy Hockman’s first tattoo was given on his friend Marcus’s bed, during a house party, while Marcus’s parents were out of town.

It was done with a real tattoo gun, bought by Marcus’s brother DeAndre, and stolen by Marcus while DeAndre was on a date to the skating rink.

It was shittily drawn Sonic the Hedgehog, if it can be called that, which proved that even a professional’s tools cannot cure the shake in an amateur’s hands.

There are other things that come with training, like wound care and bedside manner.

When Marcus was done, he bounced his friend off the bed and yelled, “Next!”, his voice wafting over the deep stereo beats and smell of keg-beer.

Jeremy walked off with fourteen-year-old swagger, proud of his ritual completion.

Three days later, Sonic was infected and started to leak sticky white pus.

It was probably because Jeremy had followed a group of girls down to Lake Michigan and jumped in at the Point.

That night, he made it home, opening the swing door in the back just so much so it didn’t squeak, and got into bed, his mother sleeping off her bottle of wine in her favorite chair.

As the days passed, he hid his wound under baggy jeans. He didn’t scratch even though it itched like hell. He spread some playground mud on his pants so the pus wouldn’t show through.

And he thought he was fine.

Until the fever started.

And his PE coach made him go to the office because he was limping.

And they made him go to the hospital.

And they made him roll up his pants.

And they made him show them his leg, now swollen and purple.

And at the next house party Marcus threw, Jeremy got there late and struggled to get his wheelchair through the door.

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NR Schmidt is a writer originally from America's West Coast.

 

Miracle Pill


By M.D. Smith IV

After an aimless stroll through the park, where pigeons strutted with more romantic confidence than I’d ever possessed, I returned to my apartment on a crowded sidewalk. I found a note slipped into my jacket pocket, like fate delivering me a business card or a secret confession. It looked rubber-stamped and slightly crooked:

A new pill that lets you be the man you want to be. Women can’t resist.

Below that, in smaller print, an address on Thirty-Fourth Street—the side of town where paint is peeling, and streetlights flicker like they’re tired of living. At the bottom: Results guaranteed or your money back.

Through college and into my early twenties, I had been a spectacular failure with women. I collected polite rejections the way some men collect baseball cards. I had heard every variation of “you’re sweet, but…” known to humankind.

The address led to a narrow storefront wedged between a pawnshop and a tattoo parlor. A hand-lettered wooden sign read: “Miracles for Sale.” I chuckled at such modesty.

Inside, incense hung in the air like cheap fog. Behind a desk sat a woman dressed as a gypsy fortune-teller, complete with jangling bracelets and a dramatic patch over one eye.

She slid a tiny bottle toward me. “It alters your pheromones,” she said. “Like animals in the wild. One pill under your tongue. It will last seven days.”

“One pill?” I asked.

“One,” she emphasized.

I handed over three hundred dollars, telling myself desperation is just courage wearing ragged clothes.

Outside, curiosity overpowered caution. Instead of one pill, I popped three beneath my tongue and waited for magic to bloom.

It bloomed.

The first woman I passed stopped mid-stride, inhaled as if she’d caught the scent of fresh bread, and smiled at me like I was the last lifeboat on earth, and walked closer to me with her hand out.

I felt the rise in my pants. This is what I’ve been missing.

But then another. And another. Within minutes, women were turning, circling, drifting toward me as if I were gravity itself.

Compliments flew. Hands brushed my arm. Phone numbers were written across my palms. Someone kissed my cheek. Someone else hugged me so tightly I gasped to draw a breath.

The crowd thickened. Laughter sharpened into shrieks. My miracle bloomed into a siege, and my rise now deflated. I broke into a run, dodging grasping hands, my heart pounding like a kettle-drum. The swarm followed, a tidal wave in perfume.

Gasping, I ducked into an alley and hid behind a horrible-smelling dumpster until the noise drifted away. Then I sprinted back to the shop and burst through the door.

“You’ve got to help me!” I shouted.

The woman looked up calmly. “Did the pill not work? Want a refund for the unused portion?”

“It worked too well,” I said. “I took too many. I need an antidote.”

Her single visible eye sparkled. “Oooh,” she purred, turning slowly toward a shelf behind her. She lifted another tiny bottle with one pill in it.

“This one,” she said, sweet as fresh honey, “will cost you three thousand dollars, and sorry, no checks. Cards have a ten percent surcharge.”

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M.D. Smith of Huntsville, Alabama, writer of over 350 flash stories, has published digitally in Spillwords, Flash Fiction Magazine, Flash Phantoms, and many more. Retired from running a television station, he lives with his wife of 64 years and three cats. https://mdsmithiv.com/

 

The Diamond

Photo by Karina Thomson on Unsplash

by Jenny Morelli

I didn’t notice its absence right away.

We were halfway to work and I was mindlessly spinning with my thumb the empty prongs of my engagement ring.

My stomach churned. My breathing shallowed. Vision tunneled into a shard-sharp clarity.

I stopped talking midsentence; tried to recover, to fix my face into some semblance of normal because my husband, cluelessly driving and talking, the man who spent several paychecks’ worth of money on the diamond, could not know about this.

I knew he’d understand it wasn’t my fault.

I knew he’d love me anyway.

I knew he’d forgive me for such a material and superficial loss because that’s what unconditional love is, but still.

I had to find it and searching in our impossibly dark car was not an option. My mind whirled at a dizzying speed of where it could be: the toilet, the sink, the garbage, litterbox, garage floor, car floor, driveway, until we arrived and I leapt from the car with a peck on his cheek and a mumbled ‘I gotta pee’ so he wouldn’t see the look on my face, the fear in my eyes.

Throughout that day, I showed my everyday facets of teacher, colleague, counselor, friend; tenaciously taught as my mind spun and my thumb spun that empty-pronged ring on my finger round and round as if I could spin it back into existence, and that is how I made it through the day and through the drive back home without fazing my husband.

When we pulled up to our house, I bolted from our car to check the driveway and the garbage, the litter, toilet, sink, cursing up a storm before giving up with a huff, admitting defeat as I unpacked my bag of folders and binders, lunch foods and snacks, and there it was.

At the bottom of my pink canvas bag, a brilliant beacon beamed under the grimy glass kitchen light. That damn diamond sat in my bag all day as clueless as my husband of the panic I’d endured from sunrise to sunset, and that was when I vowed to never again wear jewelry outside my house even though, when I told him, he understood it wasn’t my fault.

He promised he’d have loved me anyway. He forgave me for worrying about such a material and superficial loss when our love is unconditional.

Sometimes you don’t notice the absence of a thing, but I’ll always feel the presence of our love.

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Jenny Morelli is a NJ high school English teacher who lives with her husband, cat, and myriad yard pets. She seeks inspiration in everything around her. She’s published in several literary magazines including Red Rose Thorns, Spillwords, Scars tv. This is her fourth poetry chapbook with Bottlecap Press. Check out her website for more: JennyMorelliWrites.com

 

The Family Buddha

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by Huina Zheng

In our family safe there was a Maitreya Buddha statue of pure gold, about the size of a kitten. My mother told me that one of our ancestors had served as a eunuch in the imperial palace in the late Qing dynasty. When the Eight-Nation Alliance invaded the Forbidden City, he risked his life to carry the statue out of the palace and bring it home. This Buddha, she said, would bless and protect our family.

I never understood how, if our ancestor was a eunuch, he could have left descendants. Nor did I understand why, if the Buddha protected us, our family had remained so poor generation after generation. What I did know was that the statue had escaped the war with the Japanese, survived the famine, and endured the Cultural Revolution. No matter how hard life became, my grandparents would rather chew tree bark than even consider selling it.

But I was different. I believed this Maitreya Buddha could haul me out of my mud-soaked life. Again and again I urged my mother to sell it so we could move into a bigger place, so we wouldn’t have to set out basins to catch the rain leaking through the roof of our top-floor flat during typhoons. Besides, she needed money for her illness.

Yet even in the final stage of cancer, trembling with pain, she still shook her head.

“This is a family heirloom,” she said. “Take good care of it. One day you must pass it on to your son.”

After she died, I rushed to open the safe and gathered the gleaming Buddha into my arms. At last I would be able to pay off my gambling debts. At last I could live the life of the rich. Immediately I heard, in my ears, the crisp clatter of casino chips. I could turn money into more money and win a fortune.

But when the jeweler took it, he scraped it lightly with a blade. He lifted his eyelids and said expressionlessly, “It’s gilded. Inside it’s copper.”

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Huina Zheng is a writer and college essay coach based in Guangzhou, China. Her work appears in Baltimore Review, Variant Literature, Midway Journal, and other journals. She has received multiple nominations, including for the Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net, Best Small Fictions, and Best Microfiction.

 

Sundae Morning

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by R.S. Nelson

The sun shone brightly in the small southern California town’s blue sky. The fall wine festival was in full swing. A local band plucked their guitar strings and happy couples strolled by, holding wine glasses. Families walked together, enjoying their Sunday family time. Tourists came in and out of the gift shops, carrying bags in different colors and sizes.

A four-year-old sat in her stroller, under the shade of a tree. Her dad pulled off his cap and wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead. The girl’s six-year-old brother, a stern-looking boy, imitated their father.

“Are you guys ready for lunch?” the dad asked.

“I want ice cream!” yelled the girl.

An elderly woman walking by gave a startled jump.

“I want ice cream too,” whispered the boy.

“Sure, we’ll get it in a bit. But first, we need to eat something. Do you guys want a hamburger?”

“No,” said the girl, crossing her tiny arms over her chest.

“I want a hamburger.”

“You see, your brother wants one,” said the dad, smiling.

The girl frowned in defiance. “I want ice cream!” she screamed from the top of her lungs.

Passersby stared at the trio. A young woman in a tracksuit looked at the girl and wrinkled her nose as if she had smelled something rotten.

The dad sighed and rubbed his forehead. He then saw a dog approaching and smiled. The white, fluffy body was attached to a pink leather leash. Its tiny legs trotted toward them. “Look, the doggie wants to say hi,” he said, stretching a hand to pet the dog, who sniffed his shoes before moving closer to the girl.

She twisted in her seat. “Ahhh.”

“It’s just a little doggie. Isn’t he cute?” the dad asked. But the girl turned away, making her blond curls bounce.

The animal licked the man’s hand while the boy petted the dog’s head, before being pulled away by its owner. The girl’s eyes followed the animal until it became a distant spot.

“I want the doggie,” she said.

“It was cute, right?”

“I want the doggie. I want the doggie. I want the doggie.”

“Stop, sissy!” said the boy, smacking his hands on his lap. “It’s gone.” The girl started crying.

The dad jumped up from his seat. “How about that hamburger, huh? Who wants a hamburger?”

“Me,” said the boy, jumping up from his seat too. The dad gave him two thumbs up. “You got it, buddy.” But the girl’s cries didn’t stop.

“I don’t want a hamburger,” she said, her red lips in a pout.

“But you love hamburgers,” pleaded the dad.

The girl cried even louder.

“Okay, okay,” he said, bending over to be at eye level with her. “What do you want?”

“I want Mommy back,” she whispered.

The dad paled, his hands holding his legs steady. He looked at his son, whose eyes were glued to the ground, and then looked around — at the couples walking by with their wine bottles, the Sunday families passing them by, at the world that keeps on turning. His eyes stopped on the sign across the street, a giant ice cream sundae with a cherry on top.

“Who wants ice cream?” he asked.

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R.S. Nelson is a Latina writer who lives and finds inspiration in Southern California. Her work has appeared in over twenty publications, including BULL, Flash Fiction Magazine, SciFiSat, Twin Bird Review, and the podcast "Tales to Terrify." Find more of her work at: rsnelsonwriter.wordpress.com or contact her at rsnelsonwriter.bsky.social

 

Whiff


by R.K. West

Television taught Della that she smelled bad. Friends were secretly cringing. The problem was her breath, or feet, or some neglected territory in between. She swallowed supplements to dissipate digestive gasses and began using a fiercer soap, body-neutralizing spray, and hair freshener. The house stank, too, and needed several little devices emitting pleasant aromas, plus scented filters for the HVAC system and vacuum cleaner, while the car received fragrant capsules in its air vents. Another way Della made people cringe was her new habit of constantly sneezing and scratching, but fortunately, television told her which allergy pills were fast-acting and non-drowsy.

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R.K. West is a former travel blogger who sold everything, spent two years on the road, and now lives next to the mighty Columbia River.

Credit: This story first appeared at Six Sentences

 

Frozen

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by Liz deBeer

Your list says eggs, bread, bananas, milk, but you’ve stopped at the grocery store’s freezer section, grasping a carton of Breyer’s peach ice cream with real peach pieces, then cradling it in your arms like a frosty doll. You’re blinking back tears and pushing down sobs because your mother’s dead and can’t eat her favorite dessert anymore.

You consider buying it anyway, a cold tribute to Mom.

But you prefer chocolate – not peach. So you scrape a heart shape on the icy lid, return the carton to the shelf, then press both hands against the freezer door, sealing it shut.

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Liz deBeer is a teacher and writer with Project Write Now, a writing cooperative. Her flash has appeared in BULL, Fictive Dream, Bending Genres and others. A volunteer reader for Flash Fiction Magazine, her debut chapbook Farewell to Emptiness will be published in April 2026 at ThirtyWest.com. Follow Liz at http://www.ldebeerwriter.com or @lizdebeerwriter.bsky.social

 

Pepperoni

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by Jenny Morelli

It happened when I was at school, so I’ll never know the whole story, but when I arrived home that day, Dad’s bedroom was vomiting clothes and shoes.

Afraid to move from the doorway, one foot outside, the other inside, I called for Mom and an old shoe responded when it flew from the room.

"Up here!" it said in a voice like Mom’s, and so, I ventured up those steps, carefully navigating the clothes-strewn landmines, and when I peeked inside a room that had been deadbolted for years, there was Mom, a tornado of arms flinging Dad’s stuff.

She paused when she saw me, my face an obvious question mark, then blew a lock of frizzy hair from her face and with a victorious grin, announced, "I threw out his goddamn pepperoni."

I felt my eyes grow wide.

I hissed for Mom to hush, to lower her voice, to not be so loud.

I backed into the hallway. Scanned everything I could searching for the storm that was Dad, but he was nowhere.

"He’s gone," Mom confirmed. "Now help me throw out his shit."

And with a smile, I caught the snowman tie she hurled at me and hesitated before ripping it at the seams. He never liked any of the gifts I got him.

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Jenny Morelli is a NJ high school English teacher who lives with her husband, cat, and myriad yard pets. She seeks inspiration in everything around her. She’s published in several literary magazines including Red Rose Thorns, Spillwords, Scars tv. This is her fourth poetry chapbook with Bottlecap Press. Check out her website for more: JennyMorelliWrites.com

 

Christmas Day 1952

Photo by Kostiantyn Li on Unsplash

by Kristina Lizardy-Hajbi

[based on actual events that occurred over three holiday seasons in Puerto Rico]

Snow arrived on the island by way of industrial magic trick. Such a publicity stunt could only originate from minds that created words like monocrop and commonwealth. Puerto Rican authorities thought this prize of icy purity on sand would curry favor with their American benefactors overlords. Robbers always call from inside the house, distracting tenants with big talk and, this time, photographers capturing rust on salsa snow angels and tropical sun laughter. Grand gestures the tactic to divert attention from the real business of choking resistance and burying dreams. Same as it was then, everything melts by New Year’s Day.

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Kristina Lizardy-Hajbi is a biracial Puerto Rican writer and professor living in Aurora, Colorado. She is the winner of Fragmentation Magazine's 2025 micro fiction contest.

 

How to Handle an Open Relationship


By Chris Cottom

As you lug Bethan’s boxes upstairs, agree when she says this doesn’t mean you’re “living together”, only staying until she finds her own place and, as a fast-track graduate, the bank could send her anywhere. Don’t grin like a mook when she hugs you for clearing half your wardrobe for her.

Look cool and unconcerned when she says something over brunch about “both still seeing other people.” Realise this is both a green light and a red one.

Don’t argue when she chucks what she calls your “man-cave duvet cover” in favour of something in Moon Shimmer White.

Trudge round IKEA while any self-respecting Chelsea supporter is at Stamford Bridge, watching them thrash Liverpool. Because it needs two people to choose a futon for when Bethan’s sister Saba comes to stay.

Don’t let on that supper parties aren’t your thing, with Bethan getting stressed and sweaty over crumbed asparagus with saffron yogurt in your “cupboard-sized” kitchen, until the evening when, amid the database wizards and wannabe entrepreneurs, you sit next to Saba.

Keep your voice neutral when you tell Bethan, as she packs for Prague, that it’s fine for her sister to stay until she starts uni in September. If she wants to.

Agree that, compared to a bed, a futon is unnecessarily uncomfortable.

Take the M40 out of London on a sunny Bank Holiday Saturday to picnic at Blenheim Palace, stereo blaring, windows down and Saba’s straw-coloured hair whipping in the wind as she drives Bethan’s beloved VW Beetle.

Wake alone to hear sister hissing at sister. Accept that you can’t tell them apart.

Watch a tear-blotched Bethan stuff belongings into binbags. Say nothing when she shouts you should have known “seeing other people” didn’t mean sisters, didn’t actually mean anybody.

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Chris Cottom lives near Macclesfield, UK. His work features in 100 Word Story, Bending Genres, Fictive Dream, FlashFlood, Flash Frontier, Gooseberry Pie, Leon Literary Review, MoonPark Review, NFFD NZ, Oyster River Pages, Roi Fain?ant, The Lascaux Review, and elsewhere. Find him at chriscottom.wixsite.com/chriscottom and @chriscottom.bsky.social

 

Warts and All

Photo by Alex Makarov on Unsplash

by Patrick Siniscalchi

As quickly as Kayla opened her eyes, the disturbing dreams fled her memory, yet the sense of unease remained. To comfort herself, she reached under the covers across the king-size bed to touch her husband. She reeled her hand back when, rather than the warmth of Nathan’s skin, she felt something cool, damp, and bumpy. Her body sprang into an upright seated position, and she yanked the covers off. Kayla let loose a scream and then stifled it with her hand, for where her husband of ten years should have been sat a large toad.

The greenish-brown amphibian regarded her, his eyes protruding like two half spheres. He took one hop closer and said, “Ribbit.” Her heart raced nearly as fast as his pulsating throat.

Kayla’s eyes went wide as she called out for her husband, who typically woke well after her, “Nathan. Nathan!” With each shout, the toad jumped closer, causing her to retreat and stumble off the bed. She hesitantly poked her head up above the edge of the mattress to find the toad had ventured to her side.

Keeping her stare fixed on this early morning intruder, she called toward the open bedroom door, “Nathan.” The house returned silence as the toad leaped nearer.

With their eyes level, he said, “Ribbit.”

Kayla tilted her head like a confused puppy. “Nathan?”

“Ribbit.”

“What the Hell?” Kayla had long wanted her husband to change back to the man she had married, the driven man who would run four miles before most rose from bed, who did considerate things without being asked, who didn’t hide in his man-cave most evenings—the man she fell in love with. She shook her head at her toad-husband. “This is not the change I wanted.” Kayla held his amphibious gaze. “Nathan, what happened?”

“Ribbit.”

“Great, it was bad enough when you stopped having meaningful discussions with me. Now I won’t even experience your trivial chats.”

As daylight swept into the bedroom, she searched her brain for the cause of this transformation. After a few moments, she said, “Maybe it was that Sylvia down the street. She always wears a witch costume at the Halloween block party.” Kayla chuckled. “The other women and I maintain it was one of her normal outfits, that she has a closet full of them. Several times, I caught her flirting with you.” Her tone grew soft, yet serious. “Nathan, did Sylvia do this to you?”

“Ribbit.”

“I knew it! That bitch, I mean witch!” He took a short hop backward. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” Kayla reached out her hand, palm up, sliding up to his bulging belly. He hopped on, but since one rear leg dangled off, she brought her other hand under to support him. Gently, she stroked his side with her thumb. “There’s got to be a way to change you back.” Kayla fuzzily recalled a fairy tale from long ago about a toad turning back into a prince with a kiss. “I guess a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do.”

Kayla brought him up to her nose, closed her eyes, and pressed her lips to his cool mouth.

“Ribbit.”

“Oh, you want more. Okay.” She repeated the kiss over and over until she heard her husband’s voice.

“Hey Hon, I decided to get back into running this morning and ran at the park. Then I picked up bagels on the way home. Um, why are you kissing that frog?"

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Patrick Siniscalchi is a former electrical engineer living in Asheville, North Carolina, with his wife and scruffy dog. His work has appeared in Bright Flash Literary Review, The Sunlight Press, Great Smokies Review, Suddenly And Without Warning, and others.

 

Bear on the Road

Photo by Daniel Eledut on Unsplash

by John Brantingham

Clare’s in the bus on the way to Randolph High School along with the rest of the cross country team when she hears the bus slow down, hears the bus driver laugh in surprise, and sees the bear ahead loping in a run down the middle of the road chased by the yellow school bus now on a yellow day in autumn with a yellow tag clipped in his ear, by scientists who must have sedated him and tagged him.

She imagines that fear now, the fear of this bus chasing her down, the fear of waking up out of sedation confused as to what happened, and what all these people want anyway. The driver is pacing him. The man says, “The bear’s running at 27 miles an hour.” His voice is full of a cruel music of wonder.

Clare says, “Stop it,” but her voice is swallowed by the noise of the rest of the team, boys and girls who are marvelling at the bear’s speed, down the road.

Coach Bret stands and walks to the front of the bus to watch it run. He says, “Why doesn’t it just run into the woods?”

Clare knows. She can feel it. It’s the unrelenting fear that closes off thought and stops action. It’s the fear where all you do is run and keep running. It’s the fear that drives all movement. She’s never been afraid like that bear is now she thinks. Maybe she will never be as scared as a bear in these few weeks before hunting season opens and the leaves are raining yellow and the bus is full of 30 people cheering on the terror that keeps you loping ahead, so Clare clears her voice and yells, “Stop it!”

She yells as loudly as she can, but the whole team is yelling, and she stands because she needs this to stop. She starts to walk ahead, imagining that she’s going to yank the steering wheel so they go into one of the maples that line the road, but the bear veers off into the woods and the team cheers for it, and she sits down.

It was stupid, she knows, to think that she could or might crash the school bus. She’s stupid for caring about the bear she thinks. She’s stupid because she felt one way and the other 30 people on the bus felt something completely different from what she did, but she knows she’s done with the team.

She thinks that she will quit once this meet is over. She thinks that races are stupid. She was stupid for joining in the first place and everyone here is stupid too. The only one who knows what it means to run is the bear, now disappeared into the maple forest.

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John Brantingham is the recipient of a New York State Arts Council grant and was Sequoia and Kings Canyon National Parks’ first poet laureate. His work has been in hundreds of magazines and The Best Small Fictions 2016 and 2022. He has twenty-two books of poetry, nonfiction, and fiction. Check out his work at johnbrantingham.com.

 

The Fierce Urgency of Meaningless Work


Creative non-fiction
by R.K. West


Years ago, I worked in Business Affairs for a television production company that no longer exists. One day, we were working on the contract for a particular actor to appear in one of our shows. The contract had been typed up and printed. The actor was in town, staying at a hotel. (Was it the Beverly Hilton, Château Marmont, St. James? I don't remember.) His agent had talked to my boss's boss, and they had agreed on one last change to the contract. We needed to make the change, print the revised contract, and have it messengered to the hotel. That should have been easy, but for some reason, it wasn't.

I made the change to the contract and printed it, but what printed was the old, unchanged version. I tried again, with, of course, the same result. It was odd. Maybe I'm doing something wrong, I thought, and asked my office mate Alan to step in. He had the same problem. We could see on screen the updated contract, but it just wouldn't print. We tried different possible solutions, re-editing the document, saving it under another name, closing it, re-loading it, but nothing worked.

In the meantime, my boss, John, was fuming. He stood behind us, complaining as we struggled with the computer, his neck and face turning pink. He kept reminding us that the contract absolutely had to be at the hotel by 4:00. The messenger was standing by. "Why can't you get this right?" he demanded. I told him that I didn't know what the problem was and that I couldn't think straight because having him stand behind me yelling about it was making me hysterical. He stomped out of the room.

Alan and I continued struggling, but still succeeded in printing only the old version of the contract. Finally, John solved the problem another way. He picked up a pen and a copy of the contract and made the correction by hand. The contract was delivered, but the next day the terms were changed again.

I hadn't thought about that day in years, until something recently jogged the memory. I'm more experienced now, and I can think of things we didn't try that might have solved our computer problem. But without a time machine, my hypothetical solutions to a truly unimportant problem remain hypothetical. And if I had a time machine, I wouldn't waste it on that.

I was fired from that job a few months after the contract incident. ("Your position is being eliminated," John told me.) John died 15 years ago, at the age of 71. I think it unlikely that he ever remembered me or the struggle with that contract, or that it had any real effect on his overall job satisfaction or happiness in life. I also think it unlikely that, as he neared death, he wished that he had spent more energy getting paperwork done on time and meeting the petty demands of people in show business.

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R.K. West is a former ESL teacher and travel blogger who sold everything to spend two years on the road and now lives next to the mighty Columbia River.

 

Cold Calculus


by James C. Clar

The sea did not finish him, not then. He came ashore clinging to a barrel stave, hauled onto a gray New England beach by men who argued over whether he would last the night. Fever burned away his pain and his memory. When he woke, he knew knots but not faces, tides but not years. He could measure rope by the span of his hands. He slept fitfully, always with one eye open.

They asked him his name.

He tried to say something aloud, failed, and said nothing.

“We’ll call you Elijah,” they declared … unaware of that name’s irony.

Along the coast, silence was considered more an asset than a handicap. A ship’s chandler on Water Street hired Elijah because the man needed help and Elijah, despite his age and bad leg, seemed quite capable.

“You ever kept accounts?” the chandler asked.

Elijah studied the ledgers. “Your sums are off,” he said simply.

The chandler frowned. Grudgingly, he rechecked his books. Elijah was right.

Elijah was exacting, obsessive even. Coils aligned, nails were counted twice and barrels were tapped and re-tapped. He corrected customers without recrimination, out of experience he still could not recall.

“No,” he would say, finger firm on the counter, “you’ll want thicker line and more oakum. You think you won’t now, but you will.” Men listened. He could inventory a ship’s hold with just a glance.

Most evenings at dusk, he’d prop his leg against the pier and watch the tide as though it somehow owned him an explanation, or a past. Peace thereby found him in small doses. The days passed, each closing like an account balanced at last.

I met him by purely accident, in the doorway of the shop, on a morning when fog rolled down the street in waves. I recognized him at once, though I said nothing.

“Lamp oil?” he asked, as though reading my mind. “Take extra wicks. It’s the little things that make or break a voyage.”

I came back, often. We spoke of the weather, of prices, of ships that left port but never returned.

“You’ve been to sea,” I said once, probing carefully.

“I must have been,” he said vacantly. “Sometimes at night, I almost remember.”

If Elijah had a fault, it was that he was too meticulous. It was as though he were correcting some larger error, one he could no longer fathom. Ships with white hulls unsettled him. The word whale closed his mouth like a snapped rigging.

The end, when it came, came suddenly. Fire started on a moored brig; tar, canvas and decking erupted. A boy slipped on the slick planks and fell between hull and pier. The crowd shouted.

Only Elijah, alone among us, dared move.

He flung off his coat and, struggling mightily with only one usable leg, he seized a line, and swung. “Hold fast!” he cried. His tone now was commanding, imperious. He reached the boy and shoved him toward waiting hands. Heat roared. A spar fell.

He looked up once, as if checking the sums on a final column. In that instant, a curious expression crossed his face. Was it resignation or recognition?

The sea, at last, finished what it had started.

I stood long after the smoke thinned, silently mouthing a name I had not spoken aloud in years. Now, I truly do remain alone to tell his tale. Some nights I lay awake and wonder, in that last instant, did memory return and drive his sacrifice as atonement? Or did the cold calculus of the universe finally exact payment of a debt long overdue?

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James C. Clar is a writer and retired teacher. Most recently, his work has appeared in Flash Fiction Magazine, Flash Digest, Bright Flash Literary Review, After/Thought Literary Magazine, 365 Tomorrows, Antipodean-SF, The Magazine of Literary Fantasy and, of course, Sudden Flash Magazine, 

The Kiss


By Jim Harrington

“I ain’t gonna kiss no pig on the lips.” Thomas straightened to his full six feet and glared down at his wife.

“But we really need the money,” Bobbie Jo said.

“Then you kiss it.”

“That wouldn’t be very ladylike.” Bobbie Jo squinted at the platform where the pig, wearing a pink tutu and dark glasses, waited. She crinkled her nose and continued. “Besides, it’s a girl pig.” Bobbie Jo grabbed his arm when he started to stomp away and pressed her body against his.

“Pleeease? We really, really–”

“I know. We need the money.” Thomas stared at the pig and felt his resolve melt until it was as soft as his wife’s breasts. Without another word, he plodded toward the stage, ignoring the laughs and hoots from the crowd, and climbed the three steps to the top of the platform.

He followed the carnival barker’s instructions and got on all fours. The animal raised its snout, like it knew what was about to happen.

Thomas touched his lips to the pig’s and held the kiss three seconds longer than the required five.

“We have a winner!” the barker announced and handed Thomas five one hundred dollar bills. Thomas bounded off the stage without acknowledging the roar of the crowd and headed straight to Bobbie Jo.

“Here’s your money,” he said, then turned and trod off.

“Where’re you goin’?”

“Away.”

Bobbie Jo stood with her feet apart and her hands on her hips. “You ain’t leavin me cause I made you kiss a pig, are you?”

“Nope,” Thomas said over his shoulder. “I’m leavin you cause the pig’s a better kisser.”

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Credit: First published on October 27, 2008 in Every Day Fiction

Jim Harrington lives in Huntersville, NC, with his wife and two dogs. His stories have appeared in Flash Fiction Magazine, Flash Phantoms, The Yard, Free Flash Fiction, Short-Story.me, and others. More of his works can be found at https://jpharrington.blogspot.com.

 

A Companion For Agnes


by Ron Wetherington

In the two years since her husband died, Agnes had lived alone, but with no feeling of loneliness. This had abruptly changed. Suddenly, Agnes felt imprisoned. She feared living alone. She mentioned this to her friend Sharon. “Me, too,” confided Sharon. “Then I met Charlie. He’s a remarkable companion!”

“Companion?”

“I’ll send him around tomorrow,” Sharon told her.

As Agnes was having tea the next evening, a gentleman appeared in the chair opposite. “I’m Charlie,” he said gently. “But I can be Charlene if you prefer.” He briefly morphed. “Let’s see if I can help you.”

“Some tea?” Agnes smiled.

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Ron Wetherington is a retired professor of anthropology. He has published a novel, Kiva (Sunstone Press), and numerous short fiction and creative nonfiction pieces. Read some of his work at https://www.rwetheri.com/

 

Maternal Twins

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by David Margolin

Mother loved the idea of having twins. She called them Billy and Jimmy.

When people asked her if the twins were identical or fraternal, her standard answer was carefully constructed and cryptic, “Two people are never identical—even if they have the same set of chromosomes.”

She never took them out of the house at the same time; she said that it was too dangerous. “What if one of them is seriously injured? It would kill me.” In fact, the three of them were almost a closed loop. Mother home schooled the twins. Other children, handpicked by mother-- via interviews with their parents, the child, and their siblings-- were allowed to visit. At any given time, only one of the twins could have a friend over.

Choosing the twins’ clothing gave Mother great joy.

On some days she laid out identical clothing.

On other days she put out inverse outfits—Billy’s shirt matched Jimmy’s pants and Jimmy’s shirt matched Billy’s pants.

Less commonly she chose clothes for them that were completely unalike, proclaiming, “It’s important for them to have separate identities,” and they did.

Billy was quiet, unassuming, fearful, and laconic.

Jimmy was outgoing, funny, and a fast talker.

Mother doted on Billy and was strict with Jimmy.

As much as their personalities differed, they had one trait in common. Neither of them ever paid attention to the other; each of them behaved as if the other one didn’t exist.

Billy’s most frequent visitor was Kenny. They played more sedate and cerebral board games such as The Game of Life.

Jimmy’s most frequent visitor was George. They played more active games such as Pictionary and Foosball. George’s father was a successful criminal prosecution attorney. Like his father, George was intuitive and aggressively inquisitive, to the point of being invasive.

During one of George’s visits, Mother received a call. She had to leave the house quickly to assist a relative who was being seen in the emergency room. For the first time, George and Jimmy were alone. George immediately started snooping around the house. He found a photo album in Mother’s study.

“Hey Jimmy, I see lots of pictures of you with your mom. I see lots of pictures of Billy with your mom. Why aren’t you and Billy together in any of the pictures?”

Jimmy froze; it was a simple question, why couldn’t he answer it? Jimmy studied the photo album carefully. Up until then he had always seen the pictures of himself and his brother as two separate people--he was Jimmy and Billy was Billy—just as different as typical siblings. Now the distinction was blurred. His pictures and Billy’s pictures looked the same to him—invoking the same sense of selfness, the knowledge that he was looking at himself, not at a twin.

His throat tightened, he teared up, and thoughts began racing through his head: Why aren’t we in any pictures together? Am I Jimmy? Am I Billy? Am I both? I wish Mother were here to set me straight. I always know who I am by the way that she treats me. He felt like his brain had fallen through a trapdoor, like he had been living in a pitch-black room all of his life and someone had switched on blindingly bright lights. Jimmy’s mental state was too chaotic to continue playing, so George called his mom to pick him up.

After George was gone, Jimmy was desperate to regain his separate identity. For the first time in his life, he reached out to Billy, frantically shouting, “Billy, Billy, help!” No one came. Billy couldn’t come. He was too busy being Jimmy.

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David enjoys writing comedy as in “Table Manners” (R U Joking?), nostalgia as in “Teabags” (Memoir Magazine), and grim fare as in Brain Raid” and “Lost and Found—and Lost” (Freedom Fiction Journal). He lives in Portland Oregon with his invaluable editor, J.J. Margolin, and posts on https://davidmargolin.substack.com





 

The Final Version

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by Huina Zheng

When Helen’s mother asked to schedule a meeting about her daughter’s essays for U.S. summer program Y, Lan’s heart sank. Requests like this usually meant a hard battle ahead.

When the meeting began, however, the mother did nothing but look down at the printed draft of her daughter’s English essay. She read it aloud line by line, repeating each sentence first in English, then in her own Chinese, the English coming out word by word, stumbling, mispronounced. “This sentence my daughter wrote is really wonderful. So soulful.” Then she compared it with Lan’s revised version, shook her head, and said, “Your version could apply to any student. It has no individuality.”

Lan didn’t explain herself. She listened to the praise, sentences she was trained to revise but could not, and reminded herself: this was what the client wanted.

A new workflow was established. Helen’s mother printed the essays, circled and rewrote them in red pen, photographed the pages, and sent the images to a WeChat group without Helen in it. She didn’t want Helen to know that all the revisions were hers.

From January 2nd to the 4th, Lan received more than a dozen photos every day. Often, the revisions amounted to nothing more than changing but to however.

“You can edit directly in the document. It would be more efficient,” Lan suggested in the group chat.

“I type slowly,” the mother replied.

On the evening of the 4th, the mother proposed another new addition.

“If we add this sentence, it will exceed the character limit,” Lan reminded her.

“How do you check the character count?”

Lan explained step by step.

“Do spaces count too?”

“Yes.”

“Why should spaces be allowed to limit us?”

“Because of the system text box,” Lan typed. “Anything beyond the limit can’t be entered.”

January 5th. Deadline day.

At seven in the morning, a message popped up in the WeChat group: “Here are the revised versions of the three essays.”

There were still no attachments, just the text pasted into the chat. The first thing Lan saw was trying best. She took a breath and pointed it out. “The idiomatic expression is try one’s best.”

“Then change it to try hard,” the mother replied.

Lan continued, “I’m not sure admissions officers would understand confirm the nature,” and asked what she intended to express so the English could be adjusted accordingly.

“No, don’t change it. I’ll adjust it myself,” Helen’s mother said.

Three hours remained until the deadline. Lan glanced at the Chinglish-filled final version. She replied, “Okay.”

Fine, Lan thought. We’ll do it her way. After all, she was the one paying.

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Huina Zheng is a writer and college essay coach based in Guangzhou, China. Her work appears in Baltimore Review, Variant Literature, Midway Journal, and other journals. She has received multiple nominations, including for the Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net, Best Small Fictions, and Best Microfiction.

 

The Image in My Window

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by Jenny Morelli

There’s an image in my window who does not sink or swim, just sits and hovers, floats and stares, and my cat stares back, undeterred and with a righteousness only cats can pull off.

There’s an image in my window, who remains unfazed, just flickering and fading and flipping from a him to a her to a them, to a when and a where; flip-flip as the sky darkens and lightens into liquid crystals that change with one’s mood or one’s touch, warm to cold, happy to sad, here to there, then to now.

There's an image in my window who sways with the wind, diaphanous as the devil, lugubrious as a lupine’s how; melancholy and masterful, she weaves worlds like webs that stick and cling, fogging the glass into frost that may one day reveal answers.

Who are you? I ask this unknown force shape-shifting in my webbed window.

Her lips move without sound like she’s trapped in some sadness.

She extends her arm and I reach out to pull her free from her eternal eclipse, from her levitating limbo, but instead of grabbing hold, she points to me, then disappears, clearing the window to reveal just me and my lucid loneliness; the distant city inside my mind, the house without a house, those worlds within worlds that spiral into infinity.

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Jenny Morelli is a NJ high school English teacher who lives with her husband, cat, and myriad yard pets. She seeks inspiration in everything around her. She’s published in several literary magazines including Red Rose Thorns, Spillwords, Scars tv. This is her fourth poetry chapbook with Bottlecap Press. Check out her website for more: JennyMorelliWrites.com